Sun room

I'm sitting in the sun room at Laurens house. There are a lot of plants here, and windows all along 2 of the walls.

They're discussing who to vote for im the local election. It's weird that im sitting here next to them writing down what they're doing. I will stop now.

I could talk about the work I plan to do today, but that's not so interesting.  Right now, at this moment, these people are next to me saying things.. im sitting here in silence, half listening, but more so just writing these words.. im not sure what to do. I should probably leave. But she will wonder why I'm leaving.. because I'm bored and I have things to do. Can I say that? I don't need to say I'm bored.. i'll play it safe and just say I have things to do.

It is really nice here. On this chair,  in the sun. Will I work on this site plan at home?  I will probably just jack off and write my game plan, watch the grand final replay and eat chocolate. The site plan will be fun though (: Im in an amazing mood today. It'll be from the good sleep, the sunshine,  the walk, the tea, the strawberries.

I have relocated to the couch.  Now lauren can't see what I'm writing. I should add a photo.

Lauren is going to meet Charlie at the beach. This was my chance to escape, but now she's said I can come along too. She said she prefers seeing people 1 on 1. I'll play it safe and go home.

Ensemble brassika sore chest

I'm making note of my saw ear and chest so I can see if it still exists a few months from now.

I'm at rehearsal at Maisie's. This house is being sold soon, so Maisie will move somewhere else, I presume.

Nobody said hello to me tonight. I think its just a thing they accepted with me, that I'm not good with hellos. They're all very friendly, and they seem to like me.

Musical RainRain

Recording

I'm down south this week recording with brassika and James. The band is getting along really well. I made a post a few months ago, either here or in life of sky, saying that I really understood people now. I knew how to be liked, meet new people and influence others. This rainy country town weather reminds me of staying with Ella.  I can use this and my newly found work ethic to make new memories of that calibre. Build the house.  Party, make friends, make music, go on holidays everywhere, indulge in local cuisines, its hard work, but its satisfying, things will only get better. Friends and women are a distraction from more and greater friends and women in places far away in the future. Let's take some photos. 

Where did my life go

Did I even have a life? I didn't even like brow. I didn't like my housemates, I didn't really like Cecily either.  I want to make my own music in my new house with a cathedral roof. I want to start my own business. I have the skills required. I could do this is another country but I have so many great contacts here.

Why don't they talk to me

I don't know... I'm a nice, fun, interesting guy. Only takes 5 seconds to reply. Maybe they just don't use Facebook chat often and forget. Maybe people are worried they'll grow to really like me and then I'll ignore them. I wouldn't do that. I still talk to all my friends, they just don't talk to me. It's sad. Oh well, there are plenty others that will talk to me, I can't be loved by everyone. I'll show them all what they're missing.

Albany with bare feet

Today I'm driving to Albany with a band to play trumpet with them. I don't know what to say. I know what I want to say, but I fear that they'll somehow find this post. That's extremely unlikely. I'll rename the post to be sure. Albany is a depressing place. There's nothing there. It's cold, windy,  isolated. This band needs a lot of work, lots of rehearsal time, especially with their new drummer.

New drummer sounded good. They all sounded good. Just the song writing is a bit lame.

It's quite nice here... Too many flies though. Here are some pictures.