So Cecily doesn't wanna hang out anymore. I think the only reason I wanted to hang out with her is because I want to feel loved. She never has many interesting things to say, or interesting point of views, or ambitions... She just horded a lot of junk and vomited from alcohol poisoning. Its very sad :( I could have really helped her if I'd taken the time to listen and put effort into her. But i was too busy with work, too tired on weekends... She couldn't really be helped anyway, she would react negatively to any advice by drinking even more.. But I at least wanted to try. If anyone could help her, its me. I want to show her my videos. I should do an entry on the wedding, if I haven't already. I have improved so much these last few years. I am stronger and smarter than ever, and there's no signs of plateauing.
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